NKHS

A smile in her eyes

2009-01-10T23:32:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday

My Nini..

Hjh Husunah :)

....then she turns 73

and gets more and more beautiful by each passing day....

I love you,
Khairana

Theories and practicals

2009-01-06T20:14:00.002+08:00

School started yesterday. Nothing interesting happened. Infact it was simply nothing...So we ended up skipping school in the afternoon and went home as early as possible (we asked for permission HAHA but our lecturers told us that if we wanted to go home early...don't tell them..just go) =D

And that was yesterday. Today we were introduced to new instructors and new subjects. Oh nooooooo....I got a bit nervous since it was new and all =S here's my early judgment...hmmm...This year will be freaking hard to play around with...uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.!!! it's presentations, assignments and exams all over again..hehehe

Well, nothing but to work my butt off this final year...pray & hope, pray & hope~

Love,
K11

Farewell Yesterday

2009-01-01T16:36:00.004+08:00

My last day in 2008 was great. Thanks to the 4 people & my family ;)
I watched a movie, had a bbq at home, screamed, ran (with all my might) & laughed with all my heart...it was............

Normal

..and I loved every moment of it (:

Another year of tears, laughters and bended roads gone....can't wait to see what happens next! Love & be loved perhaps? HAHA

Happy New Year everyone!

Love,
K11

I've got the world on a string...

2008-12-26T21:20:00.009+08:00

Day Five

Another field trip.....No shopping~ My kind of holiday!
Just a fine day to be outdoors and a great way to spend on our last day being in China :)

"Window of the World"

or as Babah calls it "Miniature City"

Quarter the size of the original one

The Stone Henge...Always wanted to go there ;p

Where next?

India baby!!

Mama's dream place...Venice~

How you 'doin?

picky picky nose tiki...

Ding-dong.!!

Now our last day was absolutely my favourite. I guess it was a case of 'saving the best for last' eh? The place was too beautiful it hurts HAHA We spent around 5 hours (I think) there. We were having a blast! To think we should have this kind of place here in Brunei...Awesome~!

Love,
K11

Our tall coconut tree

2008-12-26T17:03:00.004+08:00

To: Reduan or Duan or Zero or whatever name he calls himself....

Happy Birthday bones! :p

Long live the funny guy.!!!
May Allah bless you everyday for the rest of your life...
I love you friend (:

Love,

Karan

A magical day

2008-12-24T00:29:00.000+08:00

Fourth Day

Finally, no shopping....I was all "Yahhhoooooo!!"

Our stop?

Hongkong

Disneyland

Great weather, beautiful surroundings and a parade...I loved it!

Disneyland here we cooommmee..!! (:

...Below colours

The family we were acquainted with

ooohhhh...How I want more of these...Caramel Popcorn~~

She's awake..!!

Her dress was too puffy it's hard to get close -.-

Alice and I

You have no idea how much my heart pounded being near him...I've never been a big fan of moving costumes HAHA

When I grow up... :D

I've got a planet at the end of my finger~

Sad gorilla..no?

Christmas "Let it Snow" parade

If I was somewhere being in the age of 4 to 9 I would've screamed to my heart's content in excitement..Ariellll!!!!!!

My favourite picture...Salute!

And so as we were there, Babah kinda told us not to go to any rides because he was so sure it would cost us money. To our very dissappoinment...when the time was getting late...we found out all rides were free... ='( like the only thing that could have got in the way was a long, long, tiring queue...

So sad, but it's true...

Anyways, I sooooo loved the Lion King musical show...The singers were awesome! and dancers? brilliant! hahaha *sakai*

Love,
K11

Little ants here and there

2008-12-23T01:37:00.003+08:00

Day three

All I remember about the day was a long train ride, a whole lot of spending, cheap bags & one crowded place.

and

Yet I can't seem to be able to put the name of the place into head.....

Electronics..Not my kind of place..babah on the other hand seemed to enjoy it. He could spend hours in that wretched place. Nope, not for me...nayyyy......

I keep wondering where all those people came from...everywhere there's people..

We were bored in the room so we played around with babah's new cam..

Love,
K11

Bags and shoes

2008-12-22T21:44:00.006+08:00

Day Two

Shopping Trip to......??? Dong Min? Main? I've no idea what the place is called

Ceecee running away from the camera haha

Bus trip

Shops everywhere you turn

Breakfast of the day

Abg Adi...Tired perhaps?

FYI...We didn't travel to China unattained. We went with another group of family :) they were nice....Hence..that's how we knew Ceecee..

Love,
K11

Not ordinary

2008-12-22T14:31:00.007+08:00

Day One

ShenZhen

China

Our Arrival after 3 agonizing hours in the plane

Dumm...dummmm...ddaaadummmmmm....

Hotel lobby

Fallen soldier

Now here's something to tell. See that woman? She was a great deal of pain. This was the 3rd floor and her store was at the 2nd. She kept chasing us non stop. She was desperate to sell a jacket that was obviously suppose to be pricey but ended up putting a price so low it was almost ridiculous. Babah didn't want to bargain the jacket coz he knew that thing was an original so it didn't relly surprised him that the early price was high. Apparently she didn't know. I guess we got lucky huh....while paying, Babah said something that cracked me up:

"Palui ko ani jual aku harga murah...anikan barang andang patut mahal ko bubut aku jual murah...inda ku paham! baik udah ku inda mau tu mun urg lain membali untung ko!" he said to the woman in Malay HAHAHAHAHA

Louging area...outside our hotel

Nothing much happened on the first day. We just walked around the nearest area from where we were staying...did a few purchases and awaited the morrow...

Love,
K11

No place like my room

2008-12-21T23:31:00.003+08:00

I'm Baaaaaaaaccccckkkkk!!!!

Home Suweeeettttt home baby!

I'll put up pictures & other details tomorrow. For now, let me have my rest ;)

Love,
K11

In less than half a day

2008-12-13T22:01:00.003+08:00

To my dearest, oh-so beautiful beautiful BEAUTIFUL friends. JIGs & TSM & TTS10, I'll not be around for a week so please behave yourselves. And by means of that is :
NO DRINKING, NO PARTYING TILL YOU'RE ROBBED AND DEFINITELY NO UNSAFE SEX.....USE PROTECTION!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

I'll be off at 5 am tomorrow......not 9 but 5.... ='(

NOOooo....!!

Miss me everyday so that you'll have a rotten week ;)

Have fun~~~

........because I will =D

I'll be back next week..SEE YOU!!

I love you....,
Karan

I can be interesting

2008-12-13T21:31:00.003+08:00

Tagged by Nurul

1.Each blogger must post this rules.
2.Each blogger must being with ten facts about them.
3.Other blogger who are also tagged must also state the rules and ten facts about themselves.
4.You must choose ten people to give this award to and list their names at the end.
5.It is essential that tag is left at their tag boards,letting them know about the award they've received.

TEN FACTS ABOUT ME:
1. I am not tall enough to be a supermodel or a model AT ALL
2. I do not think I am capable of being a national athlete at any sports...nope..
3. I'm so into oldies songs
4. I have a fascination towards reptiles..i think snakes are beautiful
5. Prefer lakes or rivers than beaches
6. Love the smell of old books
7. set an alarm and snoozed every 5 minutes to wake up an hour later
8. Hate hate hate hate hate being on a Plane
9. Still thinks Lord of the Rings Trilogy are the best movies
10. wishes to be swept off my feet and go travel!! HAHA a girl can dream :p

TEN PEOPLE I'M GOING TO TAG:
1. Munirah
2. Ka anne
3. Whoever yang pakai TTS10 =p
4. Zuraihah
5. Suhana
6. No idea
7. Antah
8. Malas ku
9. Siapa saja tah
10. Amm..amm...ammmm....

You are my sunshine

2008-12-13T20:56:00.003+08:00

I'm in the mood to blab around. It has been a while anyway.

I should start with what happens after..........

No work

No money

and

eventually...

No sense of anything to do

Simple....

my solution..

A Friend: Check!
A couple of friends: Check!
3 and more friends above: Check & check!

On my calculation...the statement above simply means

You'll survive a month of holiday with them around...Yesseriee!

even if you're dead-broke!

So far there's :

quite a number of sleepovers (mainly means crashing over to my house)
DVDs
hangout at Mai's
A lot of sucking up at my Aunts & Nini....business proposition ;)
A movie - "Twilight" (Thank god it was cheap haha thanks Tikah for half the price ;p)
lots and lots of Tongkengs
beach at night
more Tongkengs
unsuccessful attempt to make ambuyat.........

I'm having fun & I needed fun after a hectic year of assignments, school, work, driving & little itsy-bitsy-bit of drama ;p

Love,
K11

Mixed feelings

2008-11-30T20:44:00.008+08:00

The last of my attachment days

Sad? Yes.
Hard? Very.
Glad? Something like that at some point.
Going to miss it? ABSOLUTELY

We were given a little farewell party early in the morning. Most of the people we worked with came and kinda made it a wee-bit hard to bid adieu.

rainbow men.!!

one moment you're there and the next, it's over...

THANKS FOR AN AWESOME 5 MONTHS! ;)

longggggg liveee the Museum....!!!

HAHA

Love,
K11 (Karan, Karin or whatever)

A full moon, the same shirt, with almost the same people..

2008-11-17T18:23:00.005+08:00

Saturday Night

15/11/2008

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

The day made a mark into the book of my life's history...

and those with me...

*giggle-giggle-giggle-giggle*

Mai's car
Was driving it
Hungry
Off to eat at Serusop
Road block
Stopped by police
Mai's car apparently didn't pass
Was asked out of the car
Only god knows how hard my knees trembled that night
Afraid my license would be "hanged"
Stay calm
Stay calm
Stay reaaaaaaallllllyyyy calm..
Prayed...
prayed hard...
prayed harder...
prayed more....
The guys came with Tikah's car
....the rest were talking, calling and so on........

*PHEWH~!*

My license is safe!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Now that's what I call "going through everything together..the good, the bad and the just-plain-stupid moments.."

;)

Love,
K11

Orange and yellow

2008-11-11T20:39:00.004+08:00

I'm getting lazier by the day...

Just for the sake of not neglecting my blog, I thought...well..why not? talk about something that interest me I mean.
You see, my head is currently full with something. My brother downloaded all the volumes & chapters of these something & saved them. I got bored one day & thought these something could entertain me for a while.
Besides, it was about time I got to them anyway. I read a few chapters before & I intended to continue but there wasn't any time until two weeks ago. Little did I know..*sigh* I got caught by it.
So basically I'm all about something this, something that, something should be out in a week, something is greater than something, something bla bla...shinigami..blaa...hokage..more blaa...and it goes on & on & on till you rot & die hahaha...Don't get me huh? let me make myself easy to understand...

BLEACH!!!!

NARUTO!!!!

I'm back to being obsessed!!

NO!!

yes...

NO!!!!!!!!!

Well, being obsessed with these things are really not that bad. It's just merely a light case of:

Staying up all night
Skipping every meal I could just so I won't miss what will happen next even when I know the comic ain't going nowhere.
reading them at work which causes you to not know what just happened (apparently we are going to do a presentation at the end of the month & since I wasn't listening..well, I don't know anything about it now do I?)
Headache, Gastric...hehehehehe
Trying to hold nature's call HAHA
ignoring all my friends because they are not important than the comics..
shut myself off from the outside world
Shout and scream at everyone who thinks I'm delusional when I say all the characters are real
Get really mad at anyone I encountered just because the plot of the story gets annoying..

HAHAHAHAHA

Okay 6 to 9 are obviously ridiculous. C'mon, I'm temporarily obsessed but not cuckoo-crazy.

There, I'm done saying things.....for now.

Love,
K11 ;)

One little two little three little..

2008-10-31T18:14:00.004+08:00

Children

What can I say about them? They're loud, they're hyper, they're curious little creatures and they're absolutely ADORABLE!!
There was a group of children visiting the Museum that came from Sk.Panaga today. We were asked as a favor to guide them. Little did we know, they were not malays. Oh no! We panicked a little cause we were afraid we won't be able to answer their questions properly. Our english are rusting HOHOHOHO anyways, it all went really really great.

There was this little blue-eyed, golden-blonde-haired, in a blue cap boy who made me go into hysterics. The millions of questions you could ask while being in a museum and here's what he was curious about:

Little boy: *eyes wide looking at me* Is there a ghost here?

Me: No there isn't.

Little boy: Really?

Me: Yes, dear. I don't think we have any.

Little boy: You sure?

Me: Yep. No ghost.

Little boy: But I saw one *talking in pride*

Me: HAHAHAHAHAHA really????

His Teacher: No more of that rubbish now. You know that wasn't nice(meaning trying to scare me)

Little boy: *says quietly* well I saw one.

Me: x)

He was too cute!! and there's this Indian boy who was all questions and getting answers. He couldn't stop talking and asking and it wasn't even annoying. I enjoyed his enthusiasm really. The funny part about him was as we were walking around, they came across a picture of Istana Nurul Iman. The teacher told the children that it's where the Sultan lives. Then all of the sudden the Indian boy opened his mouth and said:

Indian boy: I've been there!

Teacher: *Sarcastically* Oh have you?

Indian boy: Yes

Teacher: You've been to where the Sultan lives?

Indian boy: Yes I have

Teacher: Did you meet the Sultan?

Indian boy: Yes I did

Teacher: Did you shake hands with him?

Indian boy: Yes

Teacher: Did you eat there?

Indian boy: What?

Teacher: Did you eat there? Did you eat their food at the palace?

Indian boy: Uhh No..I mean YES!

Me: Hahahahahahahahaha

Indian boy: *Smiled proudly*

It ended with the teacher rolling his eyes and he laughed along.

It all went fast and I didn't want it to be over. The children was fun to be with. I liked this particular little girl cause she was VERY polite and nice. She kept walking close by me and I have no idea why. Haha everytime she wanted to ask me a question she would start with "excuse me lady....." and she was what? 8 probably.

In my calculation regarding my morning and coming up with I'm going to do..One thing's for sure, I NEED TO PRACTICE SPEAKING ENGLISH PROPERLY.

Hehehehe

Love,
K11

Bomb victim

2008-10-25T01:00:00.002+08:00

In memory of...

"THE CHICKEN"

I just found this picture from Abg's camera. The story behind this? HAHAHAHA well..

Once upon a puasa night..Abg got bored so he wanted to play badil and looked for some stuff to blow up. He came across the chicken in the rubbish bin & you know the rest..KABOOM!! there ends the short life of the lifeless chicken.
The chicken belonged to Afif. He cried hysterically at the sight of his beloved chicken in...pieces? No..that's not the word. It was in.....UGLINESS. I should have felt sorry and comforted my little brother but I decided then that laughing was much, much, much better. Babah was alsmost mad at us cause we made Afif cry. He stopped at "Apa lagi kamu buat...." and stared at the chicken. He got silent for only a fraction of a second as if deciding whether to laugh rolling on the floor or just laugh. Afif's face was flooding with tears and his nose began to get....umm...gooey. And worse yet at the sound of our endless "joy". Poor chicken. The saddest thing I could think of regarding that chicken was..we will NOT miss him.

The morals of the story are:
Always remember that brothers are 90% weird and the little ones will find a way to love their dolls even when they didn't even notice it was in the rubbish bin before it got blown up.

Love,
K11

From here to there

2008-10-24T23:48:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday

today to:

Hjh Noor Dina B. Mohammed

Oii Gedempol! ;p Greetings to you Kaka Damit..well, surely you'll enjoy one year of your age this time. Kiss the snow at UK for me HAHA good to hear you're doing okay there. I'll see you when you're home I guess (: everyone misses you!! Have a good day ebelidih...~ Slamat dang slamat~! =p

Love,
Karan

The greens with a little bit of mud

2008-10-22T19:16:00.017+08:00

"Study nature, love nature, stay close to nature.It will never fail you..."

-Frank Lloyd Wright

Date: Saturday, 18th October 2008

Started: 9.30am

Finished: 3pm++

Venue: Bukit Kota, Kg.Limau Manis

Activity: Hiking

With: Museum - Archaeology staff

Why follow: Escaping from cleaning campaign held at the Museum & didn't want to be left behind

What happened:

Fell from a small hill twice
Fell from an 11ft-high hill
Be the dirtiest person of the day
Help cooked for lunch when we arrived at the peak with cool things HAHA aku sakai!
(Food cooked: Sardines, Corn beef, Tahai Soup, Tinned chicken curry & scrambled eggs)
Fell asleep twice - once on the peak and the other at in the cemetery found in the middle of the Jungle
Drank Bamboo Water (Refreshing!)
Hiked..walk...down the hill...hiked..down a steep hill...hiked...down a freaking-steep hill....hiked....3pm++ we're out of the greens!!

Early briefing...watch & learn

Kubur Masutak

Bamboo everywhere..in my list for Brunei's little wonder :p

No I was not kissing a wood. Drinking Bamboo water I was..

Girls gone to the wild

The peak! The peak!

View from the top

another one...

The thing we used to cook. I swear...this stuff was like...WOAH! *sakai*
(Technology these days keeps getting freakier in a good way)

Few moments of solitude

We smile like lottery winners. We curse like $#%+

"If we were ants..."

The team =D

Love,
K11

Old, older, oldest

2008-10-16T19:12:00.007+08:00

Happy Birthday

To my sister in heart & friends

14th October

Siti Munirah HMH

&

Naufal (Adi si Yazid) =)

&

16th October (Today)

Md. Sofian Ismail

Hohohohoho...

All the best wishes & endless prayers to you all...May your everyday be worthwhile to wake up and live life..
Mun...you're NOT old..you're just growing in time..HAHA just remember..when you think you're old..more people are older..so don't fret too much...you're not alone ;)
HAHAHA

Love,
K11 (Karan)

The world keeps turning

2008-10-16T18:20:00.003+08:00

Wahahaha...if this blog was a book, no doubt it'll be a spot for dusts. The world changes since I last updated this thing :p Puasa was over so fast, Raya came & now it's technically over though some of my friends are still calling over for their open-house, I'm no longer working at Arkib since Ka Mariani went to UK and I'm transferred to the Museum, Heroes is on it's 3rd season, supernatural on it's 4th, one tree hill on it's 6th and yada-yada-yada..
I finished the TWILIGHT SAGA in a week! My life sort of ended for a while but then I moved on. I sort of regretted reading them too fast but Edward just won't let me rest HAHA i want to say a HUGE thanks to Mun..I'll pay you back when I have the $$$ ok? hehehe you saved me from mere desperation..huhu =p I love you!!
Then...I learned how to dance Poco-poco which was utterly ridiculous at first but I eventually came to love it haha. I sang and danced (Poco-poco) at the Hari Raya celebration held by KKBS and those under it that obviously includes Museum.
I enjoyed my Raya fairly well. I didn't hate it and not thoroughly loved it either. It was so and so.
Oh! oh! I HATE-WITH-A-PASSION the raya on the 12th. B-O-R-I-N-G..!! the only time I honestly enjoyed myself was at Mai's. I'll surely keep this in mind..the next time THEY decided to spend raya toghether with US in the future...I'm OUT. Don't even bother to ask. Who spends about 2 hours in one house and wants to finish 10 in less than half a day with a curfew at 8pm???!!! what bugged me the most was...I barely knew anyone we visited! geeeezzz.....I don't hate THEM...just the Woof-woof...HAHA paloi ko pek...
Okay, now, yesterday was the KKBS Raya celebration...tired tired and tired..work was fun today and Saturday will be an outing. Yay! outdoors! =D

p/s: I'll put some pictures when I feel like it...kay?

Love,
K11

I formed dark circles under my eyes..

2008-09-24T21:17:00.003+08:00

Twilight

FINAAALLLLYY!!! I bought the book!!! HAHA it kept me up all night. I started reading it yesterday at around 10pm-ish and finished it after sungkai today! I couldn't get my hands off it. Imagine having to dirve to work (which also includes driving back home) and waste my time not reading it. Oh the agony! I tolerate every distraction I had to put up with but god only knows how much I hated it haha And now I have New moon in my hand ready for its pages to be flipped. I know I'm going to start my sleepless night all over again.
I bought New moon and Eclipse as soon as I finished Twilight (Which was a few moments ago hohohoho)

Talk about current obsession. geez..haha but I'm loving it. I haven't been this excited since Harry Potter! Anyways, I can't seem to put off the grin on my face. I have three of Stepahnie Meyer's books! Yes I bought the third book too. One more and I'll be flying towards the rainbow~ HAHA I'm having an overdosage of joy and exictement. Oh I went to Giant to buy the books since it's the nearest to home obviously. I kind of asked abg adi's favor to accompany me in which won't be much of a success without me bribing him and Kaka Wana tagged along. I met Si Mun there. She bought the fourth book, Breaking Dawn (was it? or not? huhu). Mun give it to me for free! or sell it to me cheaper..hahahaha ;)
Speaking of the book, Edward is too breathtaking for my imagination to wander off to haha I decided to follow this brain rather than putting the face of the guy who played Cedric in Harry Potter who is actually playing Edward in the Twilight movie (Another thing I'm looking forward to). Okay then..I'm off to Vampire land...

P/s: I'll talk about what I've been doing in most of last week and upload some pictures. Nothing much though but I'll share :) just because...

Love,
K11

If she smiles..I smile

2008-09-20T08:30:00.002+08:00

Mama

(Hjh Nooriah)

Happy Birthday Ma :)
I love you I love you I love you
Eventhough we don't always come to terms, you never seem to give up on me
The one who keeps telling me things will be okay when times are rough
The one who I look up to because you are strong beyond anything
I thank you for the food you served everyday even if at times it gets untouched
I thank you for bringing my brothers and I up to be good human beings
I thank you for putting up on all my shouts and screams when I was little
I thank you for the life you gave me so I could exist and live to this very day
I thank you MAMA...For everything, everytime and everywhere :')

Love love love love love and lots more,
Noorkhairana

I grew up with odd people..

2008-09-18T21:45:00.006+08:00

Today the 7 of us (Babah, mama, Abg, Abg Adi, Aji, Awai & myself) went to Kubur Kianggeh to meet up with Babah's side of the family to baca yaasin. Ustaz arrived earlier than us and we felt kind of bad. Passing the feeling, when we were there, it was sort of quiet. No one was around cause we went to the wrong Kubur. Well, actually they got it wrong. It was suppose to be at Kianggeh first and the next was to Kubur at Sungai Basar but they went to Sungai Basar first instead. Hmmm...no biggie. What happens happens.

So it was just US.
I have to say though..the morning was one hell of a good laugh. Thanks to the brothers. They're freaks. All four of them! If Afif was there he'd be a freak too. HAHA what happened was they keep spraying themselves with insect repellents and reading the newspapers that we brought to sit on the ground. We even wasted a bit of time chit-chatting with Ustaz right before baca yaasiin Hohohohoho but the thing that got me was while the rest of us were busy doing wirid and stuff, abg & abg adi were talking and mama got a bit of her temper up. She made a small ball out of her tissue and threw it at abg HAHAHAHAHA you guys should have seen her face! Good thing both of them are old enough not to be scolded anymore.

When we were almost done, the rest of the family came. We agreed to go separately since we were already done at Kiaggeh. Next stop, Sungai Basar!

Hmmm...Again with the insect repellent. This time they sprayed it around like shieldtox. Abg adi and Awai even sprayed the ants! what on earth were they thinking?? hahahahahahaaha Abg went O_O cause the insect reppelent was his and it 's expensive.
Our butts got a bit wet cause the ground was kind of damp. One thing that almost got me into an endless laughter was when the part where we were suppose to say "Lailahailallah" Abg Adi did a drum beat at Awai's leg following the rhythm. I know I'm not suppose to laugh at that and it's absolutely a 100% wrong to do so cause that stuff shouldn't be made into a joke but c'mon...as people always say...I'm only human. 0=) Besides, it's not like I didn't try to stop him. I did. :)

Abg got distracted by something and Babah gave a warning signal to him to start moving his lips and follow the wirid. HAHAHAHAHA funny! I guess both the parents got annoyed. What parents wouldn't?
There's another thing. You know how we pour aing asah-asahan right? you see, our late nini has this tiles around his grave (you know what it looks like). Awai poured the aing asah-asahan around the tiles instead of pouring it on to the grave (tanahnya) HAHAHAHAHA they teased him. As their words went:

" Mun cematu baik siram bilik abg adi jua tu...!"
-Abg Adi-

" Alang-alang bersihkan tarus wai-wai~"
-Abg-

"Tanahnya disiram bukan tail!"
-Babah-

What else was I supppose to do but laugh it out? Mama just went silent cause her face were saying like "Antam tah kamu anak beranak...!" Huuhuhuhuhuhu

Before we went back into the car to head back home, we greeted babah a Happy Birthday on the road HEHEHE Aji and Awai went in a separate car with the parents while I followed the two freaks. The road back home was fun. They cracked me up with their singing and rapping. HAHAHAHA
I had fun. Lots of it. Okay now... :)

Love,
K11

And he turns 51

2008-09-18T21:45:00.003+08:00

BABAH
(Hj Sapar)

Haph-haph-haph-happih bihrthdhay old man! ;p
I love you no matter what..
Even if you get older, everyday..I'm always your little-loud-notgurka-one-and-only girl
:)

Funny how it's true ;)

Love you always,
Noorkhairana

Amah & Topek

2008-09-16T08:30:00.005+08:00

I haven't posted anything in two days. Not that it matters. You see, when I get lazy, I don't feel like getting things done. Simple as that. I've been in a crappy mood at home lately. My amah is driving me nuts! I've never ever ever been mean to any amah but in her case I feel like I want to! She's Blaaaaagghhhhhppffftttmmmmhhhnfff....!!!!
'm just too nice I guess and that's why I just keep it to myself and put it in a bubble and hope it doesn't burst ;) HAHAHA macamtwoh~~ oh! oh! and here's to a friend of mine..

Happy Belated 20th Birthday To Ahmad Taufiq 14/09

Pek! May you live to be this old..but looks & feel happier :)

The only picture of him I could find in my lipingtup hehehe

Love,
K11

Each night I asked the stars up above..

2008-09-13T11:07:00.006+08:00

I feel like I want to blab around. Since I seem to have no other feelings but bored-ness in this tiny fragile heart I came, I fought & I conquered!! #@%??!!
Want to know what I'm thinking? Here's what:

ALLOWANCE

I'm almost broke and I'm at the edge of desperation. Well, not really. I'm quite okay with it but somehow I'm not. Hrmm...it's been over a month since our last allowance came out. It doesn't feel quite right asking from the parents anymore. It's like whenever I asked for $5 or simply $10 they'll look at me as if I'm asking for $100. Sorry Bah, Ma...but it's true. You guys should look at yourself doing it..Terrifying. (I love you~).
So yea..I'm 19 and no money means no going out means my my friends will not like me and will hate me forever HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA wow! I cracked myself up xD
Imagine that to be the truth..I won't hesitate to spit on their feet HAHAHAHA geeeezzz..okay-okay...fuh fuh!
Now, where was I? 19...bla..bla...No my friends will not hate me forever..unless..

*Negative thought* =S

*Thinks positively* =)

Nope...my friends will not hate me even if they try hihihihihihihi x)
Back to what I was suppose to be talking about...

Allowance ohh allowance...
where for art thou?
I've naught in these hands.
Tis saddening me cannot you see?
Will thou come in the morrow?
'Tis thee I wait...
Hurry please hurry!

HAHA

Love,
K11

3 rounds

2008-09-13T09:06:00.002+08:00

Got this from Mun again..I asked for her permission tho.. =D

Round 1

1. You arrive in New York at 10 in the morning, What do you do first?

= Go to the hotel & have a Halal breakfast

2. You go past a locker and see your boyfriend/girlfriend cheating on you, What’s the first thing that pops in your head?

= hmmmff...paaaaaluiiii kaallliii!

3. Your mom tells you to take out the trash and clean your room. Your reply?

= Laaaa maaa karang ahh..sabar :D

4. I have 4 siblings how many do you have?

= 5 that is actually plus one but I prefer the minus..don't get me?

5. Have you ever made fun of the homeless/mental/rejected, etc?

= Nope.

6. Make up a funny word with your last name in it?

= how now?

7. Are you a virgin? If not. Where did you loose it?

= Virgin yeaa..

8. What’s your favorite color to write with?

= I like looking at the paper written in red..striking! :p

9. Do you write poetry?

= when i feel like letting it out. Sentimental, I know..

10. When’s your 20 birthday, Month/day/year?

= 07/11/2015...okay...2009..sheesshh..

11. Do you spit in public?

= do i look like i spit in public??

12. Are you in High School/Middle School/Collage?

= Kulis

13. How many push ups can you do?

= one & a half? haha

14. Your pet dies, What do you do?

= I'll cry!! if I will ever have one

15. Are you trustworthy?

= yes..maybe...most of the time...

Round 2

1/Do you ever wonder your ex is up to?

2/Have you ever been given roses?

Tidak pernah

3/what is your all time favourite romance movie?

A walk to remember..

4/How many times have you honestly fallen deeply in love?

once? HAHAHA

6/Do you believe that everyone has soulmate?

7/what's is your current problem?

I have no worries in the world~~ lalalala~

8/Have you ever had your heart broken?

I managed to heal it ;)

9/Had a long distance relationship?

was it a relationship? nahh...

9/Do you want to get married?

Ouh yes..someday

10/How many kids do you want to have?

4! hahaha

11/How many?

4 bah ihh...

12/What is your fav.food?

My fav. food is...

13/Who was the last person you held hands with?

mama

14/What is his name?

it's HER...Hjh Nooriah HMY

15/Do you believe in love at first sight?

it can happen

16/At what age did you start noticing the opposite gender?

17/Do you stil like your ex?

I've none

18/Do you know someone who likes you?

Does anyone? haha cause I don't

19/Do you like anyone?

in what way? like like? nayy..

20/Do they know you like or love them?

hmmm...

21/Would you kiss someone?

HAHA yes i would...

22/what is your status?

bujang bini..atuyaa bida bunyinya hahahaha

23/Who is your boyfriend?

whoever

24/What can u say bout ur crush/gf/bf

nadaii

Round 3

Q: Have you ever told anyone you were okay when you really weren't?

~ smile rightfully & no one will even ask

Q: Do you think anyone out there loves you?

~who? speak now of forever you'll regret.. ;p

Q: What do you currently hear right now?

~ sound of the fan

Q: Who did you hug last?

~ uhh...c teh

Q: Last person who told you things were going to be okay?

~ I don't remember

Q: Does the number 19 have any significance to you?

~ HAHAHA weirdly yes. what does that mean? o.O

Q: Be honest, do you like people in general?

~ when they're nice..then I've no problem

Q: Who was the last person that left you a comment?

~ antah

Q: Its 4 in the morning, your phone rings who do you expect it to be?

~ any of my friends..their faces will pop up..each & every one

Q: What do you think your best friends doing right now?

~ school, work, at home still sleeping...

Q: How old do you think you will be when you finally have kids?

~ hehehehe hopefully 27..haha

Q: What are you most looking forward to tomorrow?

~ SUNDAY!!!

Q: Do you think you like anyone?

~ I think I don't

Q: Have you ever been awake for 48 hours?

~ Not crazy enough to do so..

Q: Are you jealous of anyone right now?

~ yes. for a good reason (:

Q: Do you like your first name?

~ Yup

Q: Would you ever forgive someone if they cheated on you?

~ NO. I've seen & felt enough..

Q: Is there anyone you hate?

~ yeaa..

Q: What are you looking forward to in the next month?

~ Cmun sama Pyan lanja sal durang birthday HAHA kan? ;)

Q: When is the last time you talked to number 1 on your top friends?

~ na tau

Q: What color is your hair?

~ brownish black...apakan tu?

Q: Are you single or taken?

~ single dear..

Q: When you think of the rainbow, what pops in your head?

~ pot of gold at the end of it :D

Q: Have you lost contact with someone you miss?

~ Yes

Q: Do you think you're old?

~ Hell yea!

Q: Are you afraid of the dark?

~ yes I am

Q: Sometimes, do you wish you were someone else?

~ Sometimes

Q: Can you see yourself ever being with someone you've been with before?

~ nO

Q: Do you talk a lot?

~ Only when someone actually decides to listen to me

Q: Can you play billiards?

~ I kihnut

Q: When was the last time you cried really hard?

~ ZzzZzZzZ....

Q: If you could change your eye color would you?

~ I want it to be a little bit lighter

Q: Ever kissed one of your friends?

~ Uh-huh

Q: Are you health conscious?

~ Health is the least of my problem. really

Q: Last (other's) bed you slept in and with who?

~Parent's...dengan mama & afif

Q: Ever danced in front of the mirror?

~ like a million times

Q: How many hours sleep did you get last night?

~less than 9

Q: Are you friends with any of your exes?

~ no

Q: What music are you listening to?

~ nada

Q: Have you told anybody you loved them today?

~ alum

Q: Have you ever liked anyone on your top friends?

~ na ku tau

Q: Who do you trust with EVERYTHING?

~ it depends..one secret per person i guess..

Q: Are you living a lie?

~ who isn't?

Q: Who was the last girlfriend/boyfriend in your house?

~ I'm getting annoyed

Q: Can a girl and a boy be best of friends without having feelings for each other at one point in the friendship?

~ hohohohohoho last time I checked..no..but it's all going well now :)

Love,
K11

September 11th

2008-09-13T08:32:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday Boss..! :)

(Unc.) Pg.Ismail

&

Fatin...Farewell to you..! If in any way you're reading this then I say good luck & do take care...belajar rajin-rajin :p see you around when you're back home..xoxo
Sorry btw for not coming masa d airport..minta maaf zahir & batin =D

Love,
K11

When I read her sorrow

2008-09-10T08:33:00.003+08:00

"The face is the mirror of the mind,

and eyes without speaking
confess the secrets of the heart"
-Saint Jerome-

Rain drops hold the secrets,
Then splatter to the ground.
The Secrets soak inside,
Where they're not disturbed or found.

The hurtful words of others,
Are held inside the rain.
It's their secret though,
Because those words mask their pain.

The ground is a safe haven,
For these abandoned mysteries.
And still the world fails to notice,
Like waking past the blowing trees.

These people hide with passion,
Like they'd die if it was free.
But secrets will consume,
They won't know which them to be.

But the rain hold some salvation,
Holds the proverbial aid.
And It masks all our secrets,
All the mistakes we have made.

Everyone has a secret,
That they hope goes down the drain.
But secrets never go away,
They just hide until it rains.
-Anthony-

Only the walls hear my weep,
The pillow where these tears fall.
My heart that screams,
This smile hides it all.

I'll be strong for you Ma...though I may fail but I'll try...I promise :')
LOVE,
NOORKHAIRANA

Two days ago...

2008-09-09T13:16:00.007+08:00

Miri Trip

Sunday was tiring. After sahur I got ready for the Miri Bus Trip. We were told to meet up at Masjid Jame 'Asr at 6.00am so we could depart at 6.30am. That was waaayyyy tooo early. Anyway, I carpool-ed with Suib, Raman and Rajak and we went to Jame. Suki and Teh (individually) came a few minutes after we did and just before 6.30am, off we went to Miri.

The road trip was vomitably (HAHA is there such a word?) bumpy. The 6 of us (Plus cousin si Suki) sat way at the back. I didn't sleep at all the whole way cause I wanted to go pee-pee (Ujung-ujung udah~). So was c Teh HAHAHA. Ofcourse, having the guys around gave us as little mercy as possible. They kept cracking up jokes which led us to want to pee more. We were at the verge of extreme desperation HAHAHAHA and the worst part was THE BUS WAS FREEZING COLD! (for me)

We arrived at Miri around 9am-ish. I've no idea how it got to be that long. Our first stop was e-mart (kan?) to change our money-money. Then to this place, I-don't-know-the-name. After that we went to Parkson ("Parkinson" according to Professor Tehah).
Here's something interesting. The guys wanted to go across Parkson to where they spotted car accesories shop. So, hesitantly (I, particularly) we followed. We had no choice but to follow now did we? hehehe Just as they were finishing up looking around........

RAIN!!!

how the hell are we supposed to go back across (around 3 blocks) and get into the parked bus???? here's a brilliant idea..

RUN!!

and so we did! We ran with all our might (a bit of an exaggeration won't kill) and as we were all safe into the bus, the rain eased down -.- (Inda penyabar banar bah iatah! HAHA) In the bus we wiped ourselves with Raman's car towels. Hohoho..
Oh oh! we witnessed vandalism there! I hated that. There was this group of teenagers who wanted to go across the road by passing through the sidewalk bushes and a wooden fence. They tore down the fence! Sheeshh..I felt like shooting their heads off. One person particularly. Good thing it wasn't my country or I'll...or I'll...??? TELL! huhuhuhuhu
After parkson we went to Boulevard. Non of us bought much since the things were sort of expensive. It's not our fault we didn't bring tons of money. This is drought season. Our allowance hasn't come out yet. Hmmmmfff...
By 5pm we went back to e-mart (not happy with this) and was told that we'll be having Sungkai there and that we were to meet up before 7.45 to head back home. The seven of us had our Sungkai at Sugar bun. Then were were done. Home we went~

The bus ride home was okay. Suib was confident he won't fall asleep but c'mon..I could have bet a million dollars and won 5 minutes later I made the bet hahaha
In the end everyone slept. I hate the fact that it was freezing but I was too tired to whine. Rajak lend me his shoulder as a pillow (Suweeett ko jak~ ;) HAHA thank you Jak-jak~) and I got to sleep better. At 10pm-ish we were back at Jame~!!! HOORAAYYY!! hooommmeee! equals to sleeeeeeeppp!!!! =D

Rajak & Suib

Suib..what he's doing? No clue..

Trying to figure out how to close the Bus door HAHA

Tibadaknya basar!! Weight: 20-25 Kg each

L-R : Suki, Raman, Suib, Rajak, Teh & I x)

My rating for the day? I had great fun and laughed a lot so I'm giving it an 8/10 :)

Love,
K11

All too likely to be unwell

2008-09-08T08:22:00.007+08:00

FEVER

Symptoms:

Head : Burning
Eyes : Teary
Brain : Spinning
Throat : Sore
Nose : Leaking
Whole body : Weak

Cause:

Spent yesterday in a freakin' cold bus
Ran into the heavy rain
Didn't took a shower when arrived at home due to tiredness
Lack of rest
Couldn't sleep well
Work :p

The only possible cure:

Bed
Ice cream
Home

Love,
K11

Morning entertainment

2008-09-06T07:59:00.027+08:00

Answer the questions below, do a Google image search with your answer, take a picture from the first page of results and paste it in this post with minimal explanation.

1. Your age on your next birthday

2. A place you'd like to travel to

3. Favourite place

4. Favourite food

( I dreaded doing this...I had to look for pics of food! HAHA)

5. Favourite pet species

6. Favourite color combination

7. Favourite piece of clothing

8. All-time favourite song

The Corrs ft. Alejandro Sanz

9. Favourite TV show

it's between

and

OR

Can't quite choose only one here...

10. Name of your significant other/crush.

Forget his name. Here's the face!

HAHA

11. Town in which you live

I Googled RIMBA and thought this one is close enough..
(in a weird way I think the guy looks like Fadillah..MWAHAHAHA "Raja Rimba")

12. Screen name/ nickname

Better something than none at all ;p

13. First job

For Patchi...as a volunteer..when I was desperate for money..

14. Dream job

15. Bad habit

Laziness becomes me..

16. Worst fear

17. What you want to do before you die

I seriously want to see

Venice for Mama

For Babah

Hold a Ph.D :p

18. Tagging

Everyone

Love,
K11

I love the world

2008-09-05T20:28:00.001+08:00

I want to share something that is currently stuck in my head since yesterday. The first time I saw it on TV a few weeks back, I liked it but not to the point where I searched it on youtube instantly the way Abg did. Due to myself being really bored yesterday (mind this : not at work. It was after Sungkai) I looked for something interesting to watch. So Abg gave me his suggestion of watching "IT" again on Youtube and I ended up putting a song in my head. For those of you who are prone to sit for ages in front of a television and is familiar with faces on the Discovery channel, I've no doubt you've seen this. But just incase :) enjoy!

Boom Dee Ada~ Boom Dee Ada~ hehehe and I even got obsessed looking for the lyrics! ;p HAHA Awai kept giggling everytime I play the damn video. He went like "hah? No...." when I asked whether this song has even got through his brain. I know he's lying. And I also KNOW that he's watching the video right now. The earphone you're wearing does not cover it wai~ I CAN HEAR IT STILL. YOU PRACTICALLY PUT THE VOLUME ON FULL. HAHAHAHA and you're humming the tune. geez...Awai~ Awai~
By now, 60% of the people in this house are "loving the whole world" hihihihiihihihi

Here's what I gathered:

1st Astronaut: It never gets old huh?
2nd Astronaut: NOPE
1st Astronaut: it kinda makes you wanna....
2nd Astronaut: break into song?
1st Astronaut: YEP

I ♥ the mountains
I ♥ the clear blue skies
I ♥ big bridges
I ♥ when great whites fly
I ♥ the whole world
And all its sights and sounds

Boom Dee Ada 4x

I ♥ the ocean
I ♥ real dirty things
I ♥ to go fast
I ♥ egyptian kings
I ♥ the whole world
and all its craziness

Boom Dee Ada 4x

I ♥ tornadoes
I ♥ arachnids
I ♥ hot magma
I ♥ the giant squids
I ♥ the whole world
It's such a brilliant place

Boom Dee Ada.....

Love,
K11

Scream

2008-09-04T10:35:00.006+08:00

Dear god, it's only 10.30???????!!! I'm sorry guys but bare with me here. I suppose I'm not going to talk about anything interesting but my whining. Thank you, thank you, thank you, tomorrow's friday!
As of now, it is no better. There's absolutely NOTHING to do. No photocopying, No faxing, No handouts, No typing, NADA.
Well, there was a call but she called only to ask whether Ka Dk Noriah delivered a baby boy or girl. Incase you also wanted to know, she had a girl. Satisfied? HAHA blarrrgghhh.....
Sesungguhnya aku sedang berpuasa~ huhuhuhuhu

It's not that I'm enthusiastic about doing work. Oh trust me I'm not. I just need something to do. Something to kill the time. You know that feeling? yes? no? Ofcourse you do!
Right now my boss is doing something. HAHAHA she keeps asking me how to use (or install was it?) Turbo MSN and eBuddy. You can just imagine me going "ahh?? hmmmm...I..........don't...know.....".

What's simple for you might be extremely hard for me
You have no right to judge
Thank you (:

So while I experiment my blog and watch people pass by this office and listening to the annoying voice on the radio and blow my nose and secretly releasing gas (obviously not a secret anymore) and pick on my nails and stare into blank space and stand up to stretch and pop my knuckles and bla bla bla bla yada yada yada ha hi hu he ho do re mi fa so la ti do a deer a golden sun a name a long way to run a needle pulling thread that follows with another note and a drink and goes back to what??

-FIN-
-END-
-TAMAT-

I lllloooorrrvvveeee you,
K11

Going cra-ha-ha-ha-ha-zy

2008-09-03T13:20:00.003+08:00

2 pm come fast!!! I need you home. I'm too bored and it's almost depressing. Office is not where I belong. Period. I feel suicidal HAHA .seriously. What's killing me more is that tomorrow will be the same. NOOOOOOOOO!!!!
But for now I just need to survive a few more minutes. Tomorrow is still a non-existent worry. 30 minutes! Ka Anne pick me up early!!! Hohohohohoohohooooo

Love (hmmmmmffff...)
K11

Up in the clouds

2008-09-03T09:29:00.008+08:00

I was bored. So I ended up doing this. 4 hours more and I'm out of this office!!
(Stole this from Mun :p)

1. Three days from now, will you be a in relationship?

♥ Absolutely not, but who knows? who REALLY knows? :)

2. What color are your eyes?

♥ Very dark brown

3. What does your second text say?

♥ Text where? here? my HP? details~

4. How do you think your latest ex feels about you?

♥ Ohh he hates me & wants to kill my every existence HAHAHA (only to those who knows me can understand)

5. Do you like what you see in the mirror?

♥ Seriously, I don't really know. One minute I'm satisfied. The Next, I want to shoot that face! haha Jk~

6. What are you listening to right now?

♥ Uhhh this particular song??

7. What were you doing 46 seconds ago?

♥ I did this

8. What are your plans for this weekend?

♥ Miri trip with kawan-kawan..!! =D

9. Who are your best friends?

♥ her, him, them...

10. How is your room looking?

♥ My clothes are everywhere. It's not looking good. AT ALL.

11. Ask anything ridiculous lately?

♥ Like..."Bah, I want to go to Vietnam now. Can I?? You pay I go"

12. What are you doing tomorrow?

♥ Work. Work. Certainly cook after work.

13. What is your display name?

♥ Kyrana HS

14. What are you wearing right now?

♥ Baju kurung & Blue Tudung

15. What were you most looking forward to today?

♥ Sungkai? :p

16. How is your hair?

♥ Its healthy and getting longer

17. As of today, do you like anyone?

♥ Hmmm...No

18. Have you kissed anyone on the lips within the past 24 hours?

♥ Naheyy...

19. Have you ever stayed awake for 48 hours?

♥ I could barely stay awake for a few hours let alone 2 days!

20. Did you stay friends with your ex?

♥ Why would I stay friends with someone who wants to kill me? HAHAHA xp

21. Do you like your first name?

♥ Cahaya~ ouh yes I do. :)

22. Do you like to cuddle?

♥ Cuddling is nice. Sure I like it.

23. What are your initials?

♥ NKHS

24. Ever been skinny dipping?

♥ nope

25. Do you want someone back?

♥ Yes and No

26. What is your biggest fear?

♥ Not being good enough as a human being & losing something that I value most

27. What is one thing you have learned this year?

♥ Be strong on your own. In the end you only have yourself & Allah & No one else. Friends aren't always around as much as you'd think & family will ALWAYS come first.

28. Are you from a small town?

♥ Small indeed

29. What are your favorite stores?

♥ None. Nada. Nayy.

30. Why do people continue to smoke when they know the effects of it?

♥ Alum kana alum jara~ :p but I don't know really hehe

31. What color are the curtains in your room?

♥ Is it pink? or somewhat that color? hmm

32. If you had the chance, would you move to another country?

♥ yes and no

33. What time did yu get up this morning?

♥ 4 am..sahur...

34. Eyeliner or mascara?

♥ eyeliner

35. Do you have siblings?

♥ 5 of them

36. What color pants are you wearing?

♥ I'm not wearing any

37. Do you wear jewelry 24/7?

♥ beads bracelet

38. What kind of food is your favorite?

♥ ambuyat or anything Kampung :D

39. Can you whistle?

♥ only in one note or two

40. What was the last movie you watched?

♥ Journey to the centre of the earth

41. What color is your coat?

♥ Not wearing any *sigh*

42. Do you have a laptop or desktop?

♥ lippingtup

43. If you were pregnant, would you want it to be a boy or girl?

♥ HAHA both. Twins. Boy & a girl.

44. Would you ever get a noticeable tattoo?

♥ Never

45. Are you wearing shoes?

♥ Not right now.

46. What is the temperature?

♥ Hangat nyantaa. Antah mengapakah ya upis ani.

47. Have you ever been to counseling?

♥ Yes

48. Are you annoyed right now?

♥ Not really. no

49. What kind of cell phone do you have?

♥ Nokia

50. Do you like incense or candles?

♥ Candles. Designed ones :)

51. What is your new years resolution?

♥ For next year? Waayyyy too long of a list

My Previous Sunday

2008-09-02T20:36:00.008+08:00

The Morning

Them three sleptover at my house the night before so we kinda had a bit of a crazy morning. Oh nothing much. Dancing like nuts here and there and we had a heavy breakfast (Doesn't last the afternoon for me..I got hungry a few hours later). And then....

The afternoon till evening

Tehah cameover with Ka Mira at around 12 pm and Ka Anne popped up minutes later. We helped ourselves with make-ups (I went all *UHHHH????* while they ran back and forth into the bathroom transforming themselves) HAHAHA I know deep down in the core of her really really really good heart, somewhere very down under of it that Tehah was annoyed that I keep bugging her and asking her to pun on my make-up. And I also know that she will deny this point. ;p Yes, I cannot put on my own make-up. It's just not my thing. But I love you Pang~ :) hehehehehehe

We're all set to go

Wait. Fendi called before we set our butts into the car. His car brokedown and he asked if we could pick Mol & Ryma up. So we used my van. 30 minutes to 2pm!! HAHAHA Ka Anne went all ummm.... "calm" and honked the car "patiently" when Mol & Ryma came out of their house a bit late. HAHA kan Ka Anne? ;)

At ICC: Hari Kanak-kanak sihat 2008

Ka Wani, Ka Anne, Myself, Ka Mira & Si Pang (Tehah)
.Ryma missing.

The after-event. My favorite part : Makan pree! :)

Most of the choir people

C Fendi~ Awuu Nada ya ingau..urang sibuk begambar ya menungap

That was, as Ka Anne said, Our lunch & dinner. I had a great time. It has been ages since we last did this. Hangout together. After filling out tummies we sort of fulfilled Ka Anne's wish to drive through Sg. Akar. Glad we made her weird wish come true HAHA all in all, My Sunday was awesome~ Can't wait for more times like these..!

Lots and lots of Love,
K11 (Khairana)

Belated Birthday Guy

2008-09-02T20:23:00.007+08:00

Happy Belated Birthday BIG boy ;p

Puasa month is here...!! it's about time you tone down the eating habit HAHA
Happy birthday yesterday my friend. We love you whether you have that big belly or not.
All the best wishes I could think of to you. Hope you had a good one this year. Or probably better.
:)

Love,
K11 (Karan)

Assalamualaikum :)

2008-09-02T20:06:00.005+08:00

Selamat Menyambut Bulan Ramadhan & Happy Fasting!

"Sesungguhnya telah datang kepada kamu bulan Ramadhan bulan yang penuh berkat. Allah telah fardhukan ke atas kamu berpuasa padanya. Sepanjang bulan Ramadhan itu dibuka segala pintu Syurga dan ditutup segala pintu neraka serta dibelenggu segala syaitan......."

To my friends, my family & all muslims
May our sins be forgiven & may our hearts be filled with everything that is good in this lifetime
Amin..

Love,
K11

Her result...

2008-08-27T09:27:00.006+08:00

Hahaha Out of a hinting-request ;p Congratulations to you Tikah for getting 2 As on your AS exam!! :)
May every success walks your way..Amin~

"Thoughts lead on to purposes; purposes go forth in action; actions form habits; habits decide character; and character fixes our destiny."
-Tyron Edwards-

Love always,
K11 (Karan)

When a picture speaks

2008-08-26T07:58:00.012+08:00

"The most decisive actions of our life ... are most often unconsidered actions."

-Andre Gide-

As I Googled 'amazing photos' (Just for the fun of it) I came across this one particular picture. You have no idea how much it broke my heart. I practically gasped and my tears couldn't hold heavy drops ='( The picture was taken by an Award-winning South African Photojournalist, Kevin Carter.
Here's what I'm talking about:

Source: Wikipedia

In March 1993 Carter made a trip to Southern Sudan. The sound of soft, high-pitched whimpering near the village of Ayod attracted Carter to a young emaciated Sudanese toddler. The girl had stopped to rest while struggling to a feeding center, wherein a vulture had landed nearby. He said that he waited about 20 minutes, hoping that the vulture would spread its wings. It didn't. Carter snapped the haunting photograph and chased the vulture away.

No, Carter didn't help the little girl because he left as soon as he took the photo. No one knows the fate of the girl. Carter then committed suicide months after the trip to Sudan by taping one end of a hose to his pickup truck’s exhaust pipe and running the other end to the passenger-side window. He died of carbon monoxide poisoning at the age of 33.
Portions of Carter's suicide note read:

"I am depressed ... without phone ... money for rent ... money for child support ... money for debts ... money!!! ... I am haunted by the vivid memories of killings and corpses and anger and pain ... of starving or wounded children, of trigger-happy madmen, often police, of killer executioners...I have gone to join Ken if I am that lucky."

This is a poem in response to the news of Kevin Carter's suicide:

"My dear
Unsuspecting,
This I need to say,
That fear,
Stultifying
Terror kept at bay
By sheer
Crass chattering,
Noise, cant, making hay,
Sincere
theorizing,
By could, and might, and may –
Is here,
Close by, lurking,
Clawing me away.
I veer,
Stumbling, lurching,
Blind, I cannot stay."
-Lesley Watson Cushman-

Kevin Carter
(September 13, 1960 – July 27, 1994)

"How is one to live a moral and compassionate existence when one is fully aware of the blood, the horror inherent in life, when one finds darkness not only in one's culture but within oneself? If there is a stage at which an individual life becomes truly adult, it must be when one grasps the irony in its unfolding and accepts responsibility for a life lived in the midst of such paradox. One must live in the middle of contradiction, because if all contradiction were eliminated at once life would collapse. There are simply no answers to some of the great pressing questions. You continue to live them out, making your life a worthy expression of leaning into the light."
-Barry Lopez-

"We can learn from history how past generations thought and acted, how they responded to the demands of their time and how they solved their problems. We can learn by analogy, not by example, for our circumstances will always be different than theirs were. The main thing history can teach us is that human actions have consequences and that certain choices, once made, cannot be undone. They foreclose the possibility of making other choices and thus they determine future events."
-Gerda Lerner-

"The ultimate measure of a man is not where he stands in moments of comfort and convenience, but where he stands at times of challenge and controversy."
-Martin Luther King, Jr-

Love,
K11

What I'd love to have at this very moment

2008-08-25T08:28:00.009+08:00

Kuih Bom. Saaaaaasiiiapun =S
Hahaha I know, I know....I'm like a pregnant woman with a craving. Pfffttt...I want Kuih Bom. Really! I can't have enough of them. I ate like more than 10 two weeks ago and I want more! Mama told me to make them myself but I trust these hands won't make them taste any good :(
To simply put it, MALAS :p

Ever wonder how to make them? I did...I found this somewhere:

Glutinous flour (tepung pulut) 240g (1cup)

flour 1 tbsp

lime-water (ayer kapur) 1 tsp

water 200 ml

sugar 4 tbsp (original recipe says 10 tbsp)

a bit salt

sesame seeds to coat the dough

Filling

leftover bubor kacang OR

mung bean (kacang hijau) soaked for 6 hrs and boiled till soft

sugar 60-80 grams

fresh coconut 30 grams (shredded)

Flour 2 tbsp

In a bowl, mix flour, glutinous flour, lime-water, salt and sugar.
Pour in water, little by little while kneading it. The dough should be a bit sticky and soft. Add more water if you have to.
Make a small rounded dough and fill with mung bean filling (makesure the filling is not watery)
Roll the small dough on the bowl full with sesame seed. Makesure it is well coated.
deep-fry in the medium heat oil.

Tips : By adding sugar in the dough will prevent the kuih bom from explode in the frying pan. Don't try not to put any sugar at all. Kuih bom is best eaten when it is cold.

So..Friends or Family, Make this for me~ HAHAHAHA fasting month is coming so do a little bit of a good deed and send them to me if you make them xp I'll do my part of a good deed by not wasting it..I promise I'll finish them HOHOHOHOHO..! =D

Love,
K11

Misses

2008-08-23T10:19:00.005+08:00

"Goodbyes are not forever.
Goodbyes are not the end.
They simply mean I'll miss you
Until we meet again!"

I was thinking...
What's it like to miss someone the way she does. That very much. Looking at her reddened face and those tears falling from it, it hurts just by witnessing that moment. When she cried, all i could do was cry with her. A bit secretly but yes, I cried with her. I couldn't imagine her feeling. I'm unable to say I understand what she's going through because at some point I don't. Yes I've missed someone in a distant past before but never like she does towards him. Never in way that it's beautiful and ugly at the same time. I've seen friends or family missed someone but it's as if her case is different. I guess I was used to seeing her and him together. They were inseparable and the fact that this time I won't be seeing the completeness of what was, in a way I miss THEM. Maybe it's hurting me too because I'll miss the two of them being together.
To her, the time is awfully long and she's trying to deny it but I know she'll endure it. Not without hardship but she's strong. She knows it isn't easy for him either.
He'll be home. Although not sooner but he'll be here again. She'll see him then and he's going to tell his stories while she laughs. She'll unconsciously try to pick a fight and he'll make fun of it when they make up. He'll surely find ways to make me treat them with something and she'll help him with the plot :p and I'll gladly do so just because. Yea, just because (:
We're (your friends) not much but we're here. I'm here.

For her, you..Ka Anne..and Abg Reamy =')

"You were on my mind when i woke up this morning
remembering your smile
i guess the next time i'll see your face
will take a little while
i was remembering your arms around me
love the way they always feel warm
with you by my side
i completely feel no harm
i was remembering your voice
makes my heart skip a beat
but without you baby
my whole body's weak
i was remembering our times
the good and the bad
the funny times when you cheered me up
and especially the sad
remembering your eyes
how they always meet mine
remembering all the little things you do
to make my life worthwhile
i was wondering when we'll be together
just us two
i guess i'm missing you more than i usually do.."

"The reason it hurts so much to separate is because our souls are connected. "
-Nicholas Sparks, The Notebook-

"What shall I do with all the days and hours
That must be counted ere I see thy face?
How shall I charm the interval that lowers
Between this time and that sweet time of grace?"

-Frances Anne Kemble-

Lots of Love,
K11 (Karan)