I formed dark circles under my eyes..

Twilight

FINAAALLLLYY!!! I bought the book!!! HAHA it kept me up all night. I started reading it yesterday at around 10pm-ish and finished it after sungkai today! I couldn't get my hands off it. Imagine having to dirve to work (which also includes driving back home) and waste my time not reading it. Oh the agony! I tolerate every distraction I had to put up with but god only knows how much I hated it haha And now I have New moon in my hand ready for its pages to be flipped. I know I'm going to start my sleepless night all over again.
I bought New moon and Eclipse as soon as I finished Twilight (Which was a few moments ago hohohoho)

Talk about current obsession. geez..haha but I'm loving it. I haven't been this excited since Harry Potter! Anyways, I can't seem to put off the grin on my face. I have three of Stepahnie Meyer's books! Yes I bought the third book too. One more and I'll be flying towards the rainbow~ HAHA I'm having an overdosage of joy and exictement. Oh I went to Giant to buy the books since it's the nearest to home obviously. I kind of asked abg adi's favor to accompany me in which won't be much of a success without me bribing him and Kaka Wana tagged along. I met Si Mun there. She bought the fourth book, Breaking Dawn (was it? or not? huhu). Mun give it to me for free! or sell it to me cheaper..hahahaha ;)
Speaking of the book, Edward is too breathtaking for my imagination to wander off to haha I decided to follow this brain rather than putting the face of the guy who played Cedric in Harry Potter who is actually playing Edward in the Twilight movie (Another thing I'm looking forward to). Okay then..I'm off to Vampire land...

P/s: I'll talk about what I've been doing in most of last week and upload some pictures. Nothing much though but I'll share :) just because...

Love,
K11

If she smiles..I smile

Mama

(Hjh Nooriah)

Happy Birthday Ma :)
I love you I love you I love you
Eventhough we don't always come to terms, you never seem to give up on me
The one who keeps telling me things will be okay when times are rough
The one who I look up to because you are strong beyond anything
I thank you for the food you served everyday even if at times it gets untouched
I thank you for bringing my brothers and I up to be good human beings
I thank you for putting up on all my shouts and screams when I was little
I thank you for the life you gave me so I could exist and live to this very day
I thank you MAMA...For everything, everytime and everywhere :')

Love love love love love and lots more,
Noorkhairana

I grew up with odd people..

Today the 7 of us (Babah, mama, Abg, Abg Adi, Aji, Awai & myself) went to Kubur Kianggeh to meet up with Babah's side of the family to baca yaasin. Ustaz arrived earlier than us and we felt kind of bad. Passing the feeling, when we were there, it was sort of quiet. No one was around cause we went to the wrong Kubur. Well, actually they got it wrong. It was suppose to be at Kianggeh first and the next was to Kubur at Sungai Basar but they went to Sungai Basar first instead. Hmmm...no biggie. What happens happens.

So it was just US.
I have to say though..the morning was one hell of a good laugh. Thanks to the brothers. They're freaks. All four of them! If Afif was there he'd be a freak too. HAHA what happened was they keep spraying themselves with insect repellents and reading the newspapers that we brought to sit on the ground. We even wasted a bit of time chit-chatting with Ustaz right before baca yaasiin Hohohohoho but the thing that got me was while the rest of us were busy doing wirid and stuff, abg & abg adi were talking and mama got a bit of her temper up. She made a small ball out of her tissue and threw it at abg HAHAHAHAHA you guys should have seen her face! Good thing both of them are old enough not to be scolded anymore.

When we were almost done, the rest of the family came. We agreed to go separately since we were already done at Kiaggeh. Next stop, Sungai Basar!

Hmmm...Again with the insect repellent. This time they sprayed it around like shieldtox. Abg adi and Awai even sprayed the ants! what on earth were they thinking?? hahahahahahaaha Abg went O_O cause the insect reppelent was his and it 's expensive.
Our butts got a bit wet cause the ground was kind of damp. One thing that almost got me into an endless laughter was when the part where we were suppose to say "Lailahailallah" Abg Adi did a drum beat at Awai's leg following the rhythm. I know I'm not suppose to laugh at that and it's absolutely a 100% wrong to do so cause that stuff shouldn't be made into a joke but c'mon...as people always say...I'm only human. 0=) Besides, it's not like I didn't try to stop him. I did. :)

Abg got distracted by something and Babah gave a warning signal to him to start moving his lips and follow the wirid. HAHAHAHAHA funny! I guess both the parents got annoyed. What parents wouldn't?
There's another thing. You know how we pour aing asah-asahan right? you see, our late nini has this tiles around his grave (you know what it looks like). Awai poured the aing asah-asahan around the tiles instead of pouring it on to the grave (tanahnya) HAHAHAHAHA they teased him. As their words went:

" Mun cematu baik siram bilik abg adi jua tu...!"
-Abg Adi-

" Alang-alang bersihkan tarus wai-wai~"
-Abg-

"Tanahnya disiram bukan tail!"
-Babah-

What else was I supppose to do but laugh it out? Mama just went silent cause her face were saying like "Antam tah kamu anak beranak...!" Huuhuhuhuhuhu

Before we went back into the car to head back home, we greeted babah a Happy Birthday on the road HEHEHE Aji and Awai went in a separate car with the parents while I followed the two freaks. The road back home was fun. They cracked me up with their singing and rapping. HAHAHAHA
I had fun. Lots of it. Okay now... :)



Love,
K11

And he turns 51

BABAH
(Hj Sapar)

Haph-haph-haph-happih bihrthdhay old man! ;p
I love you no matter what..
Even if you get older, everyday..I'm always your little-loud-notgurka-one-and-only girl
:)

Funny how it's true ;)

Love you always,
Noorkhairana

Amah & Topek

I haven't posted anything in two days. Not that it matters. You see, when I get lazy, I don't feel like getting things done. Simple as that. I've been in a crappy mood at home lately. My amah is driving me nuts! I've never ever ever been mean to any amah but in her case I feel like I want to! She's Blaaaaagghhhhhppffftttmmmmhhhnfff....!!!!
'm just too nice I guess and that's why I just keep it to myself and put it in a bubble and hope it doesn't burst ;) HAHAHA macamtwoh~~ oh! oh! and here's to a friend of mine..

Happy Belated 20th Birthday To Ahmad Taufiq 14/09

Pek! May you live to be this old..but looks & feel happier :)

The only picture of him I could find in my lipingtup hehehe

Love,
K11

Each night I asked the stars up above..

I feel like I want to blab around. Since I seem to have no other feelings but bored-ness in this tiny fragile heart I came, I fought & I conquered!! #@%??!!
Want to know what I'm thinking? Here's what:

ALLOWANCE

I'm almost broke and I'm at the edge of desperation. Well, not really. I'm quite okay with it but somehow I'm not. Hrmm...it's been over a month since our last allowance came out. It doesn't feel quite right asking from the parents anymore. It's like whenever I asked for $5 or simply $10 they'll look at me as if I'm asking for $100. Sorry Bah, Ma...but it's true. You guys should look at yourself doing it..Terrifying. (I love you~).
So yea..I'm 19 and no money means no going out means my my friends will not like me and will hate me forever HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA wow! I cracked myself up xD
Imagine that to be the truth..I won't hesitate to spit on their feet HAHAHAHA geeeezzz..okay-okay...fuh fuh!
Now, where was I? 19...bla..bla...No my friends will not hate me forever..unless..

*Negative thought* =S

*Thinks positively* =)

Nope...my friends will not hate me even if they try hihihihihihihi x)
Back to what I was suppose to be talking about...

Allowance ohh allowance...
where for art thou?
I've naught in these hands.
Tis saddening me cannot you see?
Will thou come in the morrow?
'Tis thee I wait...
Hurry please hurry!

HAHA

Love,
K11

3 rounds

Got this from Mun again..I asked for her permission tho.. =D

Round 1

1. You arrive in New York at 10 in the morning, What do you do first?

= Go to the hotel & have a Halal breakfast

2. You go past a locker and see your boyfriend/girlfriend cheating on you, What’s the first thing that pops in your head?

= hmmmff...paaaaaluiiii kaallliii!

3. Your mom tells you to take out the trash and clean your room. Your reply?

= Laaaa maaa karang ahh..sabar :D

4. I have 4 siblings how many do you have?

= 5 that is actually plus one but I prefer the minus..don't get me?

5. Have you ever made fun of the homeless/mental/rejected, etc?

= Nope.

6. Make up a funny word with your last name in it?

= how now?

7. Are you a virgin? If not. Where did you loose it?

= Virgin yeaa..

8. What’s your favorite color to write with?

= I like looking at the paper written in red..striking! :p

9. Do you write poetry?

= when i feel like letting it out. Sentimental, I know..

10. When’s your 20 birthday, Month/day/year?

= 07/11/2015...okay...2009..sheesshh..

11. Do you spit in public?

= do i look like i spit in public??

12. Are you in High School/Middle School/Collage?

= Kulis

13. How many push ups can you do?

= one & a half? haha

14. Your pet dies, What do you do?

= I'll cry!! if I will ever have one

15. Are you trustworthy?

= yes..maybe...most of the time...

Round 2


1/Do you ever wonder your ex is up to?

• Nay

2/Have you ever been given roses?

• Tidak pernah

3/what is your all time favourite romance movie?

• A walk to remember..

4/How many times have you honestly fallen deeply in love?

• once? HAHAHA

6/Do you believe that everyone has soulmate?

• NO

7/what's is your current problem?

• I have no worries in the world~~ lalalala~

8/Have you ever had your heart broken?

• I managed to heal it ;)

9/Had a long distance relationship?

• was it a relationship? nahh...

9/Do you want to get married?

• Ouh yes..someday

10/How many kids do you want to have?

• 4! hahaha

11/How many?

• 4 bah ihh...

12/What is your fav.food?

• My fav. food is...

13/Who was the last person you held hands with?

• mama

14/What is his name?

• it's HER...Hjh Nooriah HMY

15/Do you believe in love at first sight?

• it can happen

16/At what age did you start noticing the opposite gender?

• 10?

17/Do you stil like your ex?

• I've none

18/Do you know someone who likes you?

• Does anyone? haha cause I don't

19/Do you like anyone?

• in what way? like like? nayy..

20/Do they know you like or love them?

• hmmm...

21/Would you kiss someone?

• HAHA yes i would...

22/what is your status?

• bujang bini..atuyaa bida bunyinya hahahaha
  

23/Who is your boyfriend?

• whoever

24/What can u say bout ur crush/gf/bf

• nadaii

Round 3


Q: Have you ever told anyone you were okay when you really weren't?

~ smile rightfully & no one will even ask

Q: Do you think anyone out there loves you?

~who? speak now of forever you'll regret.. ;p

Q: What do you currently hear right now?

~ sound of the fan

Q: Who did you hug last?

~ uhh...c teh

Q: Last person who told you things were going to be okay?

~ I don't remember

Q: Does the number 19 have any significance to you?

~ HAHAHA weirdly yes. what does that mean? o.O

Q: Be honest, do you like people in general?

~ when they're nice..then I've no problem

Q: Who was the last person that left you a comment?

~ antah

Q: Its 4 in the morning, your phone rings who do you expect it to be?

~ any of my friends..their faces will pop up..each & every one

Q: What do you think your best friends doing right now?

~ school, work, at home still sleeping...

Q: How old do you think you will be when you finally have kids?

~ hehehehe hopefully 27..haha

Q: What are you most looking forward to tomorrow?

~ SUNDAY!!!

Q: Do you think you like anyone?

~ I think I don't

Q: Have you ever been awake for 48 hours?

~ Not crazy enough to do so..

Q: Are you jealous of anyone right now?

~ yes. for a good reason (:

Q: Do you like your first name?

~ Yup

Q: Would you ever forgive someone if they cheated on you?

~ NO. I've seen & felt enough..

Q: Is there anyone you hate?

~ yeaa..

Q: What are you looking forward to in the next month?

~ Cmun sama Pyan lanja sal durang birthday HAHA kan? ;)

Q: When is the last time you talked to number 1 on your top friends?

~ na tau

Q: What color is your hair?

~ brownish black...apakan tu?

Q: Are you single or taken?

~ single dear..

Q: When you think of the rainbow, what pops in your head?

~ pot of gold at the end of it :D

Q: Have you lost contact with someone you miss?

~ Yes

Q: Do you think you're old?

~ Hell yea!

Q: Are you afraid of the dark?

~ yes I am

Q: Sometimes, do you wish you were someone else?

~ Sometimes

Q: Can you see yourself ever being with someone you've been with before?

~ nO

Q: Do you talk a lot?

~ Only when someone actually decides to listen to me

Q: Can you play billiards?

~ I kihnut

Q: When was the last time you cried really hard?

~ ZzzZzZzZ....

Q: If you could change your eye color would you?

~ I want it to be a little bit lighter

Q: Ever kissed one of your friends?

~ Uh-huh

Q: Are you health conscious?

~ Health is the least of my problem. really

Q: Last (other's) bed you slept in and with who?

~Parent's...dengan mama & afif

Q: Ever danced in front of the mirror?

~ like a million times

Q: How many hours sleep did you get last night?

~less than 9

Q: Are you friends with any of your exes?

~ no

Q: What music are you listening to?

~ nada

Q: Have you told anybody you loved them today?

~ alum

Q: Have you ever liked anyone on your top friends?

~ na ku tau

.

Q: Who do you trust with EVERYTHING?

~ it depends..one secret per person i guess..

Q: Are you living a lie?

~ who isn't?

Q: Who was the last girlfriend/boyfriend in your house?

~ I'm getting annoyed

Q: Can a girl and a boy be best of friends without having feelings for each other at one point in the friendship?

~ hohohohohoho last time I checked..no..but it's all going well now :)

Love,
K11